My Memoir of My Codependency in Addiction

Welcome To My Site:

 About Me:

 About Me

My Memoir Blog:


My Anti-AA Blog:


My Novella:


MY Short Stories

My Short Stories (Below):

My Wattpad Stories:

Day of Redemption


Om mani Padme hum

@LLeVi8eD DeVi@n7

What’s New?

—New short story for #WattPride Contest here

—New Story in the works, The Hiding Game. Chapters available here:

—two new short stories for Wattpad TKBMovie Contest Available  Day of Redemption and Hush-Hush

—first ten entries of novella, Jack.Be.Quick, are available HERE

—first chapter of memoir was published in Writer’s Outlet Monthly eMag for April 2018, called Beautiful Things Can Come from the Dark

I don’t live anymore; I merely exist...

"Just get over it,” they tell me,

So I say nothing, for I know they don’t understand;

I wonder if they could just see

Sadness is not at hand, but depressed is what I am;

The difference between can be overwhelming,

And my suicidal thoughts can be alarming;

But I’m stuck in a lonely elevator forever in a free fall

Much like being in the back of a squad car for breaking the law;

The ground is riddled with broken egg shells,

Always on edge as my insecurity swells;

It’s a dark, barren life I live

Wishing the egg shell ground would give;

Though I don’t actually live in this world,

Instead I merely exist as I’m twirled;

Around by so many of my mixed emotions

So I weep and wish for your love and devotion.

Though it doesn’t really matter

My ashes you will still scatter;

And if they can’t burn this invisible creep

I will still exist here, only six feet deep.


My Literature Art

MY Work:

Works at Spinner’s Gameroom in Lakeway


Maintenance/Technician and Website Developer at Soinner’s Game Room

Freelance Writer

Spinner’s Website


What I’m reading:

Nana by Émile Zola

Books on Deck:

Books I’m going to read in the near future (not in any order)

For More of What I’ve Read...

Go to my Goodreads Page at


I’m a multi-instrumental musician. I taught myself to play guitar, drums, bass, harmonica, mandolin, and piano. Though, I learned how to read music while playing alto saxophone for two years in the middle school band. 

Acoustic and Electric Guitar

Self-taught multi-instrumental musician

Bass Guitar

Self-taught multi-instrumental musician


Self-taught multi-instrumental musician


Self-taught multi-instrumental musician


Self-taught multi-instrumental musician

Art Quotes


Natasha and Sabrina—My girls

Love Forever, R.I.P. Flash & Sabrina

Where I reside... 

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